i tried but it doesn’t feel well because of the texture.

I don’t know anyone irl as affected as me so I mainly just want validation I’m not alone and there’s a path forward.

you can have that validation from me. spontaneous panic attacks or anxiety attacks can happen in the face of extreme danger, even if that danger would only be imaginary. in this case, it might be real, though, depending on your situation.

I assume you live in the US, since you didn’t say.

What’s important is that you make a long-term plan (“where do you see yourself in 30 years”) that’s as realistic as possible and also at least acceptable. Every time the panic attacks start just focus on that vision (and on the path to get there). That will calm you down and give you a clearer mind. However, it is utterly important that you make such a plan. Without such a plan, i am deeply convinced people cannot live healthy, happy lives.

btw, do you think americans would still go to africa if it turns out to be/become communistic? i.e., no or restricted private ownership of land, …

hey that’s racist (slight /s as that is literally the reasoning that i see many people use here as an argument why to not block immigration)

roko’s basilisk or sth

i have come to the conclusion that there is a god and a heaven, alright, but it’s a cruel place that i would never ever ever want to go to. ever

edit: oh yeah, what does that have to do with your comment? well, the christians are going to heaven alright, if you can interpret the american technocracy (or even mars) as “heaven” (by any stretch of the word)

explanation: the christian idea of “heaven” is heavily based on platon’s “ideas”, which are described as “heavenly objects” (a.k.a abstractions), and platon called the collection of all ideas the “inter-net” for some reason, and modern IT is heavily modeled after it, with a purely abstract world ruling the world, more or less. there’s lots of articles how some technological platforms (such as meta, google) shaping what news we get and what we believe/think. thus it is a “techno-cracy”.

wait isn’t there some christian story about exactly that … 🤔 something about some curse that is inherited and bans the people from living a good life or sth, i can’t remember. maybe that good life was symbolized as a garden, but i could be wrong

i think you use “emigrating” when leaving their homes behind, but here it is part of the joke that they no longer see the US as their home. instead, they’re seeing europe/whatever other country as their new “home”, so they’re immigrating.

Would be ironic if we had to go to Africa because life there is better.

… after decades of relentlessly repeating how much better we have it that “poor children in africa” especially.

so … that makes me straight now? 🙈 i’m confused … but also amused :P

yes

Something about the birds and the bees …

I’m not sure whether this should be a “standard”, but we need a Linux Distribution where the user never has to touch the command line. Such a distro would be beneficial and useful to new users, who don’t want to learn about command line commands.

And also we need a good app store where users can download and install software in a reasonably safe and easy way.

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aaah rabbit stew 🤤😊

oh no the paint! won’t somebody do something! 😮

yk i guess pluto was considered cool because it’s the only planet discovered by an american, that makes the americans extra proud of it or sth

is it GlUwU or GlueWu (because sticking them stars to the ceiling) or GlowU or