Big iron in my ass

I was always thinking that people want to work and k think it’s true. They just don’t want to do what nowadays is called “work”. Nobody wants to sit all day and do nothing just staring into a wall.

Sadly you can’t make things 100% clean even tho it’s disgusting but I think there is some limit of rat poop in foods and other things. Don’t know exactly how much tho. Just what I heard don’t quote me on this.

It’s getting better which is scary. Lately it’s harder for me to tell if it’s ai. There are still things by which you can tell but it’s getting harder to spot.

Vrchat be like

I think he can have xx chromosomes. That chromosomes not necessarily equal sex.

Numbness will subside in several minutes.

Thankfully I’m not paying anything for psychologist and regularly going to both psychologist and psychiatrist. I’m trying to work it out but main problem to finding a job is to find something for morning only that would accommodate my needs. Hate feeling like a parasite on parents.

Been dealing with mental health since 14, didn’t finish school because of mental breakdown and been home ever since. Feel like I have no Future and no purpose. Also no irl friends. Am I fucked? Anxiety and depression and being introverted doesn’t help at making friends and don’t know how people meet even.

Sorry for the rant.

Same, wanting someone to hangout but getting very anxious about just going outside.

Gary! There’s a bomb strapped to my chest and it’ll explode unless you take a bath! Boom.